by Jane Green MBE, Educationalist and Chair of SEDSConnective
I have been in, advocating and presenting on interoception plus neurodivergence for many years now. I do not view myself as ever being anxious unless I am lost or the some computer technical diggerydoo/app malfunctions or if my body seems to be exploding. That is because by then it is a strong emotion and signifies with me.
So, over the years people have asked me if I am anxious I have always said no but perhaps not recognised it and this is to do with alexyithmia and our inner sense of interoception.
Garfinkel found herself captivated by a new area of research called interoception. In contrast to exteroception – the collection of senses, from vision to smell, that allows us to scan and palpate the external world – interoception is about the perception of our visceral world. It encompasses the array of biological sensors that permeate our internal organs – the heart, the gut, the lungs – and continuously track the minute variations of temperature, pressure and chemistry within.
This is the sense that can tell you if you hungry, thirsty, in pain, tired, need the toilet, if you are hot or cold. However, I have felt very unsettled during unexplained times and this unexplained part became more of an issue when my body really had had enough.
I was not believed to have these symptoms of illness, many infections, gastrointestinal issues, extreme fatigue or even visible injuries most of my life. I did not have the right support and all these built up in my body as they do for many others with hypermobility Ehlers-Danlos syndromes or Hypermobility Spectrum Disorders as autism is 7 times more likely to occur with these and for ADHD approximately 5.6 times. I was often told 'it was all in my head'
Dysautonomia, a dysfunction of our autonomic nervous system which often co-occurs with hypermobility disorders, complicates matters with symptoms like heart palpitations, dizziness, brain fog, and unpredictable chemical surges. The frequent lack of recognition of these interactions can severely impact quality of life.
I was invited to take part in a new study at Brighton and Sussex medical school for Dr Garfinkel's study on anxiety and autism around 2018/9. Being honest, which I am, I did not like doing the study. I found it unfathomable, rather long and repetitive. I might have told them this. However, I finally worked out some way of improving what I am feeling inside and this helped me navigate the cytokine, sometimes anaphylactic attacks which were not directly linked to food. This was amazing and why I continued to develop our training on this. The whole amazing study (I have apologised for my initial opinion) was written up in an article for Wired. Here is one quote but forms part of the basis for future interventions of the body brain connections.
Green described to Quadt how she would often feel assailed by sensations that would emerge unexpectedly and rapidly overwhelm her. She described a particular pattern as the “woosh”, a feeling akin to being inside a falling elevator. “It just goes haywire. It just goes crazy,” she says. She feels her body being pumped with adrenaline and histamines, leaving her gasping for air and enveloping her skin with a red, itchy rash that feels so hot “you could cook an egg on it”. “Once I had a crisis so bad I ended up in hospital and couldn’t eat for months,” she says. “It made me really anxious because everything is out of control.”
Read more here
The Study published later is here
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